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I still struggle !!!
I have always been attracted to other girls as far back as I could remember.
Sometimes at sleepovers I was anxious and I had butterflies in my stomach seeing my friends in the undies and sometimes naked. I would have have so absolutely gone a long with any kind of experimenting had only one of my friends taken the initiative. I would masturbate once my friends were asleep or as soon as I got home.
In those days coming out just was not the thing to do, there was no acceptance and society had these very narrow but preconceived expectations of all girls. Admitting to masturbating was a gigantic taboo, let alone admitting to masturbating while thinking of having sex with other girls.
After my divorce, I isolated myself just as the Internet had been taking giant steps forward. I had heard of this new platform called Omegle so I visited it. It took me a good while but, but I was able to finally connect with a young female that was egar to masturbate on cam with me. It was the most intense orgasm of my life. Here I was reliving a preteen fantasy with a preteen girl. It was only my very first step.
I was very sexually active with my BFFs during our preteen sleepovers. All of us went on to getting married and having kids.
My husband has absolutely no idea of any of my personal sexual history. Right now my big struggle is with looking at lesbian porn and masturbating to it as soon as my kids go off to school.
I feel shame after I orgasm but prior to it I just have this uncontrollable desire to look at porn and have a DIY orgasm.
The UA is FAKE
Sorry to see that every confession in this section automatically has replies, hijacked by, From probably the same pervet guy obsessed with UA Masturbation perversions
I was eleven when I became sexually active with an adult female. Participating in lesbian sex seemed completely natural to me so I never felt or viewed it as having been molested. I did not come out to my family until I was an adult and when I did, I omitted all of my childhood sexual activities for obvious reasons.
Seen your same reply to many of the posts in this section what is your actual motivation or major malfunction??
As a preteen I experimented with my two bffs at sleepover. Kissing and fingering each other was what we mostly did. I only did oral with one of them. Though I went on to marry a really great guy and we have two boys, he has no idea that I've come to realize that I am bisexual. Once my boys are off to school I go online and masturbate to girl on girl porn. Keeping it a secret is a challenging emotional struggle.
When I was a little girl I was exposed to pornography that also included vids that showed kids my age at the time. Those vids aroused me and I've had to live with this fact that I can barely admit to myself let alone to anyone in my life. So I'm posting because, like you, I struggle too
Open communication for moms and daughters. don't you wish that your mom helped you to find partners so you can enjoy life.
You aren't alone. I struggle since my early teens with what I am attracted to also. My family has no idea. It's hard to feel alone but you're not.
When my little sister was like around six she'd be on her tummy with one of the pillows from the sofa tucked under her chin to watch tv. I remember that we were watching Personal Best on HBO. From the sofa I noticed that she had tucked the pillow under her hips and was slowly pushing her hips against the pillow as the explicit part of the movie was playing. I didn't say a thing because my own hand had slipped into my panties seeking my own orgasm as well LOL
I learned about touching myself from friends during sleepovers like most preteen girls do.
Since I shared my room with my older sister, who was almost thirteen, privacy was an issue so I would often do it very quickly in the main bathroom, while sitting on the toilet. I was always bit nervous about getting interrupted or worse, getting caught, already having had a couple of close calls with my parents and sister.
One night it hit me while I was already in my bed, I just felt like I had to do it. My sis was in her bed, both of us in the dark. I laid there secretly pressing the palm on my hand against my bag over my undies just waiting for enough time to go by for her to be asleep.
Finally, when I left she was asleep, I was able to gathered the courage to part my knees widely under the covers and pull the leg opening of my panties to the side to give myself access. I wiggled my clitoris as quickly as I could with my finger tips chasing a DIY orgasm. Soon those familiar throbs washed over me and I had my first orgasm in bed.
I recovered quickly and made myself very comfortable and as sleep started to arrive, I heard my sister whisper to me... "Feels awesome, doesn't it?" I froze as she giggled.
I denied knowing what she was talking about. She then informed me that she's been doing it since she was nine years old and that it was normal. I stayed silent.
A few nights later, when I heard the noises coming from her side of our dark room, I knew what I must have sounded like. I tried to ignore it but soon my hand had wondered into my undies. It was a turning point. We never ever actually address it but there were many times when we would end off masturbating at the same time in the privacy of our individual beds, inspired by each other to do it.
I had a 20 year old female babysitter who enjoyed giving me a bath and hand washed me in the tub. She undressed me to get in the tub. I got off as she peeled off my panties. She washed my tits, my pussy, she masturbating me with the wash cloth, rubbing fast. I came every time as she knew what she was turning me on. But drying me off naked, even my little nipples were sticking out. She loved dressing me . She picked out her favorite panties and slide them on , snapping my waistband. She grabbed the baby powder and pulled my waistband out and pour the power in my panties. I got so hot. She did this Monday though Friday since my mom was working.
I used to suck my friend after school before going home when I was 13. I didn't know anything about gay sex though and thought it was normal
I had a different experience growing up.
My very first sexual experience was with an adult female, one of my mother's friends, when I was almost eleven years old. I never told on here because it actually felt natural to me, however there was plenty of anxiety around not getting caught and coming up with pretexts to be together. It went on secretly until I was in my mid teens when she had to go to another state because of her job. We did keep contact electronically on cam to cam. It was then that we had our first really close call in getting caught. I then chickened out of the relationship. I came out to my family as lesbian after college, not easy as my fam is right wing religious.
Wow, yeah. Same for me. My first lesbian experience was also with an adult female when I was still a minor. It was so erotic for me no matter what people think or say LoL
And I never actually felt "Molested"
Omg, yeah, same for me.
I became sexually active with both boys and girls that were early teens while I was still a preteen but I never felt like I was molested.
Since I "willingly and fully" participated while I was still a minor, I have never felt that I was 'molested' by the adult female that engaged with in our technically illegal lesbian sexual relationship.
Ok nice to know that it's not just me. I never felt like I was molested either. I was very sexually active with older girls when I was a preteen and I always fully engaged in lesbian sex with them willingly.
I'm male but had similar experience with male friends. At sleep overs we compared dicks, got erect, jacked off, sucked. We were secretive and didn't get caught.
Every time I read these stories about guys growing up with jerk off/suck buddies I wonder wear the fuck I was my whole childhood. I seemed to have missed out on a lot of great times
That's because boys just do not tend to share as openly as girls do at sleepovers.
How true !!! I had a very small circle of bff's and it was at our preteen sleepovers was where we'd share stuff that all of us knew would get us in trouble if our parents had found out LOL
That may be true. But from reading all these stories it seems that every boy’s normal childhood involves jerking, sucking and fucking each others dicks “just for fun.” Again, I missed out.
Not all circles of friends had the same dynamics. They maybe might may have had it cross their mind but nobody dared cross those "machismo" borders that boys and society build because of the fear given to you in the propaganda that you boys are raised in. Girls don't have those barriers, we face social barriers and financial barriers but nothing gets in the way of our orgasms :)
Sorry. 💋
From like 9yo to 13, I went to summer camp. It was all male and sleep away from home. Sports and swimming all day. We lived in cabins 10 kids in each, and we were a little wild, mostly unsupervised.
The camp councilors drank and passed out. We ran around naked outside, jacked off in the shower building, stayed up late.
Wow, my childhood was painfully boring :(
Yep. Even that. Grew up in Boy Scouts and never once sucked a dick or had my dick sucked. Not even had my asshole played with. WTF?!
The most I ever did was to sneak online and jerk off to porn starting when I was like elven.