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Not Nice Post. Figured something out, I need to say it SOMEWHERE
I know this is like, the Sex Version of this site, but I need to say this shit somewhere man.
I'm a grown woman, and I have this thing with Porn where I only look at Gay Porn. Only Men. I don't like seeing women in porn of any kind. And I think I've figured out Why! Every single sexual encounter I've ever been in with a man has been abusive! I was sexually abused by my mother's boyfriend as a young child (Below 10? hard to remember when it happened. I was young and I've blocked most of it out.) When I was 12 I had a 17 year old boyfriend who lied about dating me who was constantly asking for blowwies in the woods. When I was 15 I had a guy who was almost graduated highschool (probably almost 20) asking me for handies and blowwies in the schoolbus. and I've barely told anyone about it. I've mentioned I've gotten frisky in highschool to friends before but they didnt know what the situation was. But I'm coming to realize that the reason I don't like seeing women in Porn is because I'm Women. Let's face it, Women aren't treated well in porn. Lots of Dirtytalk is demeaning and not nice. People who draw porn draw women in a fucked up way, People who shoot porn with real women are presenting them in this hyper-sexualized unrealistic way too. And I don't like that because I'm Women. Every man who's touched me has hurt me in ways I can't comprehend because If I did comprehend it I would be miserable. And even then I feel crazy because I feel like I'm fetishizing gay men or something but like. I don't know!!! I just wanna jerk off and be happy!! And what makes me happy is not seeing women being called whores!! I don't know. I know this post is probably all over the place and could do with line breaks or something, but It really doesn't matter does it. I just wish things were better in general I guess. This post will probably get deleted or something by mod team because literally the entire post is about being a victim of sexual assault but la de dah i guess
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You're trans? Gay, what? Maybe its your mental issues after reading your ramblings. Please get help, you're not well!
The O.P. has been diagnosed as: "An American" so fare there is no treatment or cure. Much like the diagnosis of "Gay Cancer" (AIDS) in the late 1980s the behavior is only now sadly spreading exponentially in the United States since January 20th 2025.