I went too far...
I am a sex therapist. I never thought I'd do something so stupid, something that could potentially mean I'd lose my license. I had been treating this married couple who had been coming to me for about 4 months, to deal with the underlying reasons for their sexless marriage. The husband is very attractive, he kind of reminds me of the porn star George Uhl. The wife is pretty as well, but seemed to have no interest in sex with her high-drive husband. The more we talked, and he described certain fantasies he wished they could play out, the more I found myself drawn to him. His fantasies were mine, it was like he was reading my mind! I'd get so turned on, my g-string would be soaked by the end of our sessions. So one day, he showed up for a scheduled appointment, and his wife didn't. They'd had a fight, he said. I asked if he wanted to talk about the fight, and he proceeded to tell me that they'd been preparing to be "intimate" for the first time in months. She had agreed to give him a blowjob, and he was understandably over the moon about it. He said her lips were literally a half-inch from his rock-hard, throbbing penis when she suddenly stopped and said she didn't want to, that she found oral sex too gross. Then she ran out of the room. He was obviously upset, and still incredibly horny. He tried to get her to come back, but she said he was sex-obsessed and she had no interest in catering to his needs. I felt so bad for him, and I wished I could give him that blow job. I really wanted to make him feel good. My nipples had hardened and I'm pretty sure they could be seen through my blouse, because I noticed his eyes glancing down when he thought I wasn't looking. Before my mind fully grasped what I was doing, I found myself telling him that I loved giving blow jobs, and that I was very good at it. I watched his mouth drop, and then after a moment's hesitation he stood up, and walked over to me. He ran his fingers through my hair, looked into my eyes, and said - with that sexy, husky voice that men get when they're aroused, "Show me." I undid his belt, and his pants, and took him into my mouth. I've never felt so satisfied as I did with the first groan he let out. It was so hot to know I was pleasuring this gorgeous man. I loved the way he gripped my hair and held my head just the way he liked it, as he thrust a bit. After a few minutes, he asked if he could fuck me. I was sooo horny at this point, and said, "please, do!" so he stood me up, turned me around and pushed my pencil skirt up around my waist as I bent over the back of one of the chairs. He didn't bother taking off my panties, but pushed them to the side as he thrust in deep, and hard. It literally took my breath away. I unbuttoned my blouse, and his hands pushed my bra down so he could cup my large, full breasts. I knew his wife was small-chested, and as he massaged my massive tits he moaned and said something about how perky they were for being so big. It was then I realized he was watching us in the decorative mirror on the opposite wall. I was struck by how erotic we looked, I'd never had sex while looking in a mirror before. It was incredibly hot. When he reached around to rub my clit, and whispered in my ear what a bad girl I was, sucking and fucking my married client in my office, I lost it and came. It was the best orgasm I've ever had! He didn't last past that point, he thrust hard a few times and exploded in me. I felt spurt after spurt of his cum, as he lightly, but firmly bit the back of my neck and groaned. It was so animalistic and sexy, I came again immediately. After, I told him that we absolutely cannot ever do that again, that I would lose my job if someone found out. We agreed that we couldn't. But it's now only a few days later, and I know it will happen again. We're going to play out one of his fantasies.
Shit you just gave me a hard on . I need to find me a female therapist.
This is hot sex taboo, in the office, with a sexy man who knows where to put his fingers and make you cum. I love this post. My boyfriend puts his fingers on my clit and makes me cum and reaches down and kisses me when he knows I'm cumming and I love it and I love him.
I absolutely love this post.
It make me realize that my sexual appetite is not unusual and I'm not some kind of sexual freak.
Oh will you please keep posting on how this relationship is progressing???
I've done something very similar, and am ashamed to admit it, but I thought knowing that you aren't alone might be of some small comfort. I also hope that my warning will be helpful. I've been a marriage counselor for almost 20 years and started working with a particular couple just over a year ago. It went well for a few months, but then I started to develop romantic feelings for the wife, and she became aware of it instantaneously (she's very sensitive and empathetic). She's not beautiful or especially well-built, and doesn't dress provocatively, but I started wanting her. I won't bore you with the details, but I left my wife earlier this summer, and am privately encouraging my paramour to leave her husband. She's agreed but hasn't made the move yet. I've continued sessions with both of them and tried to be objective in the treatment, but as you know, that's impossible. I do it because I want to be near her as much as I possibly can, and because my approach allows for individual sessions as well as joint/partner sessions, and my individual sessions with her have become a smokescreen for making love with her. I have to have her. It's wrong, it's unethical, it's immoral, yes, but I don't care. I love her, and I want her, and I want her husband GONE. I know how you feel, and I know I'm the last one to offer you any form of advice, since I've violated every tenet of the professional code, but please understand that the situation you're entering is likely to prove addicting, in part because it's taboo for both you and your patient, and in part because the "badness" is just so overwhelmingly delicious that, once tasted, it can no longer be resisted. Please don't become like me: stop this affair before it consumes you.
Good advice and sounds like the sex is addicting. I've been in your shoes and I love the beginning part of falling in love as that is the addicting part to me. Love hijacks the brain and we will do things we know are ethically, morally and everything wrong just to be with our lovers.
The worst part of it is once you get her the taboo is gone she will become this plain jane woman you left your wife for.