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What age did you start fantasizing?
If you fine folks would be so kind, I would appreciate your participation in this research exercise. If you would, comment below with your gender, the age you were when you began having sexual fantasies, and, if you are willing to share, what was the nature of those fantasies?
For anyone interested, I'll share mine, which I am well aware is abnormal, here:
I am a male and can clearly recall having vivid and detailed sexual fantasies at the age of four if not before. I even remember what the fantasies consisted of and who I was fantasizing about.
My fantasies at that time were thematically similar to my current fantasies in that both then and now, my fantasies center around subjugating and dominating females, using great and brutal violence if necessary.
In preschool I had vivid fantasies of making two of my female classmates, Lilly and Stephanie, and my cousin, Abby go into a cave with me and undress. I would imagine them doing so and touching them. Making them touch my penis and threatening to cut off their breasts if they disobeyed.
My other common fantasy at that age was a fantasy about finding my at the time 13 yo babysitter asleep, molesting and undressing her and then having sex with her.
Please share all of your info below. Thank you again.
I'm female, I was probably 14, 15 or 16, my friend and I read tons of books mostly current novels/fiction, one book was something that involved I believe it was a hollywood starlet who was forced to have sex, like seriously forced, i think she was tied up. they had a dog fuck her too or threatened it but i think they had it happen. i always had fantasies about forced sex (not the dog).
There was also something that happened when I was little that I believe was the unconscious source of later in life fantasies and my sexual preferences but I didn't make the connection until much later. I had really bad stomach problems as a young child. the doctor was a pro-enema, pro-suppositories doctor. my mother wouldn't do an enema so the doctor would give me an enema every time i had to see him. it must have been fairly frequent as the memories are drilled into my head even though i didn't understand at all at the time.
the doctor did say that my parents had to do suppositories and they were probably weekly. I would kick and fight so much that one parent would have to hold me down tightly while the other spread my ass cheeks and pushed in the suppository and then had to hold it in for some time because apparently I'd push it out or at least try to do so. These were terrible memories but yet, they've been the source of a similar type of fantasy and some of my real life sex experiences.
Around 7 when I can really remember being horny laying in bed at night and not knowing what to do with it. There were times I'd fondle my little brother when we were by ourselves and that might be why he's gay now (I'm straight)... I secretly feel like crap about it but I was only 7.
Thank you for sharing. I appreciate it.
Now, if I may offer some thoughts on what you shared. I am extraordinarily doubtful that you have anything to feel like crap about in this situation aside from the fact that society has told you that you should.
Let me ask, during your fondling, did you intentionally hurt him? It doesn't sound like it. Did he display any sign of emotional discomfort like not sleeping or wearing extra clothing? Bad grades? Mood swings? Anything?
Or, did he let it happen or, possibly, look forward to it because it felt good because cock rub and his big brother, his hero, was doing something secret and special with him?
And no. You touching his peepee did not make him gay. Period.
Give yourself a break on it, man.
Id say 7
If you don't mind sharing, are you male or female?
I am a male, 53 now and don’t recall having any sexual urges until around 13 or 14. This would also have been the age when I started going to school with older middle school and high school age girls that were much different from the elementary school girls from a year or two earlier. Seeing them every day in tight jeans and t-shirts accentuating their hot asses, and perky tits, definitely sped things up for me. My first memory of masturbating was at the same age and happened in the shower almost by accident while I was simply soaping up my cock and balls for the days wash. I don’t remember when I discovered my dad’s Playboy magazines from the 1960s but I used to jerk off to them daily as well, or at least anytime my parents left me alone for 5 minutes in the house.
Thank you for answering.
I was barely eleven years old when I transition from being a child to being a woman underneath my oldest teenaged brother. No regrets and our parents never found out.