Sexual Desire after Rape

I was raped by a man I was dating infront of his friend . I told him no when he told me to get undressed so his friend could see why he’s into me. I told him to stop being disrespectful. He grabbed me, threw me on the floor took off all my clothes in seconds and told me I was going to be punished He had my front leaning over the seat of the couch cushion will his friend just watched me with a hard dick. He took me from behind so hard all while I screamed and cried no the whole time and his friend telling me I was being a good girl. The guy i was dating got off even more on it. I had no control of my body and it betrayed me heavily. The intense orgasm I had made me shake. He laughed and told me I shouldn’t be crying when my pussy was thanking him. He held my hips so tight and pumped his cum in me while I cried. Then told his friend to enjoy me. His friend also took me from behind while he had my back sitting up to his chest my boyfriend sitting infront of me pinching my nipples telling me I was beautiful while being used all while I cried. There was no reason why they dud what they did but I often make myself cum thinking of that day even though it was the worst day of my life. The lack of control I had was brutal and horrible. The intense way I cummed was embarrassing bc it made them feel like they did nothing wrong ti me. I never felt that type or orgasm again.

I fantasize about being butt raped

Last night I responded to a DL add with a woman wanting that, with explicit details about how I was supposed to be dressed and what to make her do. She got what she wanted.

Any man who rapes a woman is not a man. He is an animal who should be hunted down and killed.
I once fell in love with a women who had been raped with a gun to her head by three men. Did not know this until a year into our relationship.
Out one night and she was going to the toilet at a pub and one of the men saw her after being in jail. He started to call here a bitch, set etc. Heard he has passed away.

For those women looking to be raped or raped again, I want to use you. I'm not into beating anyone up. Just want hot nasty sex. Fuck you cunt like you are breeding and then use your asshole for my pleasure. Grab your tits and suck every square inch of them. Suck you nipples for mama's milk. and then do it all over again until you are so sore you can't go on.

Sounds like fun. Where are you from? But the ass is off limits!!

Dallas

Ever make it down to Houston area?

Make it worth my time and I’ll come to Houston. Pay for the room and nice dinner, you’ll try to kiss me…I’ll say no then you will grab me and throw me on the bed. I’ll do no no I’m married, but you won’t stop and start groping me….ripping my dress off…

My wife loves to recreate the rape fantasy. She loves losing control and being forced to do things. One night she was telling me how her mom would rent her out to a man and he would force her into things. She loves it. Some people do. Been together 15 years and i "rape" her weekly. At bars' walmart family room, parking lots, school yards... people have fantasies and desires. As long as it is within her mimits its the most raw, dirty sex ever. Recorded it a hundred times. She lets me pick out her outfits etc etc and then its game on.

Before we met, my wife had a "it was just sex, only" with a rough, older guy.
He did things to her - and ordered her to do things to him - which she enjoyed much to her embarrassment - because they were "so naughty!"
She was an attractive working girl in city govt. and had many professional men wanting to date her (fuck her!) He possessive.
She tried to break it off with him.. A few days later he saw her necking in some guys.
He followed her home. He pushed in and ripped off her clothes, 'raped' her on her living room floor without customary condoms - twice. The 1st time was his release between her legs....2nd time was to punish/hurt her....so he flipped her over and he forced himself into her virgin bottom. Hard. No lubricant.
She came up pregnant. A 26 yr old professional worker......who does not believe in abortion. She lived thru the humiliation with her coworkers, parents and 2 younger sisters. Sold her sports car - bought a 4 dr - 'safer for the baby' her dad said. Moved to an apt which allowed children and started collecting baby stuff.
But, unexpectedly - the baby died of defects 2 days after birth. The 'father/rapist" said he'd pay for the burial and a tiny marker - if he could: 1) name the boy, 2) keep his name of the birth cert., 3) not bury him under his last name.
My wife felt: 1) that she'd been punished by God for her sexy past, 2) and felt ashamed, because she also felt relieved that his death now meant she did not have to spend decades dealing with the baby's rotten/rapist father! Exercising his parental rights!
A few mean people at work - always jealous of her beauty & the male attention paid to her.....started a rumor that she'd rejected her son and given the baby up for adoption.
There are still some that believe this....in this small town.
She is stoic about it all - she says she endured her Vietnam War just as I did....and does not want to think of talk about it all. Though she remembers his birthday every year....

Ah, no.
She doesn't want or need to be raped again.
Her simple answer is: I was a slut. God punished me.

I too have had conversations with women who had similar experiences. It seems they want to re-live the experience in the hope they will be in control. In all likelihood they won’t. That’s a dangerous approach to healing

For me it’s not that I want to control it. It’s that I feeling of being forced not wanting it. But your body saying OMG this feels so good. When I was raped I had the most intense and incredible orgasm.

When he was done I was left wanting more. I have never had such an orgasm since. I want that again. I don’t want the embarrassment and shame. But I yearn for the intensity of the moment and the earth shaking orgasm

If she wants to be raped again, so be it.