Cuckold becomes Cocksucker

I talked my wife into swinging. She has the loudest orgasms and when I hear them in my mind , I get excited and often jerk off. We moved to a different state and she decided not to swing anymore. I needed more, and felt overcome to do something sexually taboo as I was driving to a peek shows to watch cuckold videos. I identified with the cuckold husbands being all helpless, shamed feeling controlled by the guys using my wife as a slut and whore. One night as I was driving to the peek show a feeling of helplessness and a desire to be shamed come over me and the thought of getting fucked and sucking cock like my loud orgasmic wife just overwhelmed me with lust, excitement and helplessness. I got on my knees like my wife does and sucked off the first cock using my wife's techniques, on the first cock through the hole. It was a strange taste when he shot his load. I did the next cock five minutes later and than a third. Then I left and returned the next night. I headed straight to the same booth with anticipation and lustful excitement while telling myself I'm now a cock sucking faggot. It was a Friday night, and guys wanted to get sucked off, and I was their cock sucking slave. I guess I'm now bi, and have fantasies of my wife and I becoming obedient cock sucking slaves to some large guy and even passed around. I think most cuckolds would love sucking cocks if they tried it;