Felt used…but I liked it
I’m married but I’ve always had the desire to sleep with another man. Even before I was with my Wife I’ve wanted to know what it felt like to have another mans cock buried in my ass.
I spent so long looking and trying to arrange a hook up that would never come back to me. I went on Craigslist, joined dating sites under aliases and finally got chatting to the perfect person. He was attractive, well hung (we exchanged pictures), married and also didn’t want it to get back to his family. Perfect! I’d sorted out a way to have my fantasy fulfilled on my own terms. I was in control, getting exactly what I wanted.
The night came though, I’d given my Wife my cover story and I’d headed off to the hotel to meet him. I got there first, exactly as planned, had a few drinks and a joint or two to fully relax and I was feeling great. The time comes and goes that this guy was supposed to arrive and I start to get a little concerned that he has bottled it and isn’t coming. Another drink or two and I’m feeling fairly drunk and there is a knock at the door. He might be a full 2 hours late but he is here.
He comes in in a bit of a rush and seems a bit agitated. I offer him a drink, which he takes but there wasn’t much in the way of conversation. I had this image in my head you see that we’d get on like best friends, have a chat and then when it seemed right we’d get to it after some kissing and fondling.
He pretty much downed his drink and just started to unbutton and unzip his trousers. ‘Shall we do this?’ Is all he said in the way of setting the mood. I agreed and got fully naked. He only had his trousers off but was otherwise dressed. I bent down to suck his cock (I’d done this to a guy before) and he was ok with that. I got up and lay on my back ready for him to return the favour but he just rolled me on to my front and pulled my ass towards him so I was on all 4s. Before I had a chance to object, he was slapping the lube on to my hole and pushing his fingers in. Next thing I know, I felt the head of his dick press against my ass, his hands on my hips and he shoved his full (sizeable) length in me. Fuck me did it hurt. Even with the lube it’s the first time I’d had a dick in my ass and I wasn’t even warmed up. I screamed and bit the pillow. He just ploughed on. No pause for me to gather myself, just full on hard full thrusts. Like he was using my tight hole to wank himself off. He carried on this way for a minute or two and then I felt him push in, pause, and empty his load.
Next thing I know, he pulls out, leaves me feeling hollow except for his cum and he is putting his clothes back on.
I turn to talk to him and he is already grabbing his stuff and making for the door. ‘Where are you going?’ I ask and he said ‘home. thanks, that was great.’
My fantasy of losing my anal cherry, done just like that.
I risked my marriage for this dream and it turned into some random guy using my ass as his personal fuck toy and cum dump.
I spent the night red raw in the hotel and had to wank myself off to get the enjoyment. Used.
Looking back, I love the fact I got fucked and was treated that way. It felt proper dirty, but at the time. Drunk, high, in pain and full of cum and shame, it did not feel great.