Horny on meth

I must confess to something I did on meth! I have tried meth a few times, the first time I snorted it and it got me beyond euphoric, second time I smoked it and WOW! I wanted to wear lingerie and shove something up my ass , just the other day my really girly gay cousin came over and asked me if I had ever tried meth? I asked him what kinda questions is that about, trying to act like I was shocked and I did stretch the truth a little bit and said that I had tried it once! (I wasn't going to tell him how horny I got) So he takes out this bag with nothing but shards of meth and said if I would like a bump?So I played the part and said I tried it once and it didn't do anything but keep me awake for a day and a half! I said to him knock yourself out and do you some. he opened up the bag and took out these huge shard's that looked like quartz crystals and handed me a huge shard and said"here put this away for you if you ever want to do some, I took it and acted a little hesitant (like I really didn't want it) so he made a few bumps and did one, I was waiting for him to get horny but he didn't?(at least I think he didn't) so he got up and told me he had to go take care of some errands. as soon as he got in his car and left I ran to my room and got that huge shard and broke off a pretty good size Chunk and put on a glove dipped the middle finger in lotion dropped my shorts and bent over the bathroom sink and shoved it up my ass as far as I could put my finger in my ass! Mmmm within a few seconds I could feel that meth tingling and a euphoric little burning sensation that is the most amazing feeling. I ate the meth crumbs on the table and Low and behold with in 15 minutes I was Fucking horny as hell, I took my clothes off and went to the closest and took out some thong panties and stockings (fishnets with the line down the back) Oh I was so Hot and bothered I took out a anal dildo I have for this very occasion! I snorted a little bump and rubbed the meth powder on my cock and put a tiny shard in my pee hole, I put on a see thru lace teddie (red and black) and I was ready to fill my ass with a nice 10 inch suction cup dildo! I had used it once before when I did meth the second time, I was only able to insert about half of the dildo up my ass. I was getting really excited and hornier so I put a condom on the dildo lubed up my butthole, I was gonna stick the suction cup of the dildo on the wall and have a little self meth sex, I went and got another piece of the shard and I took the dildo and stuck it on a chair in the kitchen and I put the shard on the tip of the dildo the lube held it in place, shaking with excitement and really craving for something up my ass I started to work the dildo up my ass, I could feel that meth tingling sensation in my ass so I worked my way down the dildo a bit more, I was in ecstasy and I just took all 10 inches up me! It is beyond words to explain what that feeling and sensation of self intimate pleasure. I'm riding the dildo with slow and deep thrust's trembling with excitement and euphoric meth high. I was so into pleasuring my ass as I pinched my nipples with the downward thrust's of the dildo going deep in my ass! Well while I was enjoying myself pleasuring I didn't lock the front door, I was in a world of self sex intimacy with that being said I thought I heard a voice calling my name and sure enough! It was my Cousin he had come back from running his errands, to his shocked and surprised expression on his face! I sat down hard not only on the chair the dildo was suctioned to but I also took all 10 inches of that dildo up my ass!: It hurt but also felt so Fucking wonderful at the same time, I was speechless and still Fucking horny as Fuck. my cousin looked at me and said"so you only done meth once"laughing at how high and horny I was! He didn't know I had a 10 inches of dildo shoved up me! I told him why don't you go and make us a couple bumps and when you your done doing that I need you to get those clothes off and show me how to do it!(Gay sex) he hurried and chopped up some limes and came back to the bedroom undressed and looking Fucking sexy he was smooth and shaved! He said to me come and do you a line! I didn't want to get off that dildo that filled my ass with pleasure. I said to him bring it over here and I want to try a couple of things with you! He responded quick"what things you want to try with me"? "Why don't you just get off your ass and come over here"I said no! Now get over here and let me show you something I did! and bring a shard with you and hurry up! So as he slowly and curiously walked towards me he saw the lube between my legs and started laughing"you have a dildo up your ass"thinking that I was unable to get off the dildo, I turned him around ass towards me I said give me the shard and some lube as I lubed my finger he said to me"your not going to stick that dildo up my ass"? I said no now bend over a little and I shoved it up his ass as far as I could put my finger, I told him stay still and tell me what you feel, suddenly he turned to me and said"oh shit"!! I took my finger out and turned him around and I said to you know that I am straight but the meth for some odd reason makes me want to dress up in ladies underwear and I want cock!! so I began grabbing and pulling his cock, I said to him I want to try and suck your cock! I've never done this before so be patient with me and let me enjoy, I got his cock throbbing hard and kept it hard so he wouldn't get meth dick, I licked and kissed and sucked him off I kept saying to him don't tell me when you are ready to cum just do it! So after a short time. Boom he exploded a huge ass load of warm man milk in my mouth!it was warm and had a little salty marshmallow like taste mmmm. after I swallowed his massive load and licked his cock clean and squeezed every last drop of deliciousness.I said give me a second and let's go to the bed as I lifted myself off the dildo I told him work your gay magic with your mouth, hands,feet what ever you need to do to get this cock ready for my first time gay experience and I'll get your ass warmed up and stretched and ready for pleasure! Well I don't know how he did it but he had my cock rockhard and Fucking throbbing! I said to him so how do I do this and he said just like Fucking a bitch in the ass and Oh My,! what a wonderful feeling his man pussy was!! I rammed and pounded his ass as he moaned and grunted with pleasure and when I was about to blow my load i told him to turn around and let me mouth Fuck you and within a few strokes I came like I have never cum before! He even gagged from all the milk I shot in his mouth


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  • Hey druggie writing fake shit again?

  • Fake Incest and drug use. You can overdose on meth. You mom must have smoked it when she was pregnant with you.

  • I am glad I have never tried meth.

  • Get a shrink and a rope. Maybe the shrink will talk you out of using the rope. We hope the shrink helps tighten the noose around your neck.

  • Shut the fuck up lady balls

  • Fake cake incest propaganda! You haven't fucked anything but Mary Palm ( Rosy or sister Mary what ever you like dumb fuck) and her five children.

  • Leviticus 18:11-17

    “Do not have sexual relations with your stepsister, the daughter of any of your father’s wives, for she is your sister. “Do not have sexual relations with your father’s sister, for she is your father’s close relative. “Do not have sexual relations with your mother’s sister, for she is your mother’s close relative. “Do not violate your uncle, your father’s brother, by having sexual relations with his wife, for she is your aunt. “Do not have sexual relations with your daughter-in-law; she is your son’s wife, so you must not have sexual relations with her. “Do not have sexual relations with your brother’s wife, for this would violate your brother. Do not have sexual relations with both a woman and her daughter. And do not take her granddaughter, whether her son’s daughter or her daughter’s daughter, and have sexual relations with her. They are close relatives, and this would be a wicked act.

  • Understanding and treating survivors of incest
    By David M. Lawson
    March 6, 2018

    Adults with histories of being abused as children present unique challenges for counselors. For instance, these clients often struggle with establishing and maintaining a therapeutic alliance. They may rapidly shift their notion of the counselor from very favorable to very unfavorable in line with concomitant shifts in their emotional states. Furthermore, they may anxiously expect the counselor to abandon them and thus increase pressure on the counselor to prove otherwise. Ironically, attempts at reassurance by the counselor may actually serve to validate these clients’ fears of abandonment.
    The motivating factor for many of these clients is mistrust of people in general — and often for good reason. This article explores the psychological and interpersonal aspect of child sexual abuse by a parent and its treatment, with a particular focus on its relationship to betrayal trauma, dissociation and complex trauma.
    Incest and its effects
    Child abuse of any kind by a parent is a particularly negative experience that often affects survivors to varying degrees throughout their lives. However, child sexual abuse committed by a parent or other relative — that is, incest — is associated with particularly severe psychological symptoms and physical injuries for many survivors. For example, survivors of father-daughter incest are more likely to report feeling depressed, damaged and psychologically injured than are survivors of other types of child abuse. They are also more likely to report being estranged from one or both parents and having been shamed by others when they tried to share their experience. Additional symptoms include low self-esteem, self-loathing, somatization, low self-efficacy, pervasive interpersonal difficulties and feelings of contamination, worthlessness, shame and helplessness.

  • One particularly damaging result of incest is trauma bonding, in which survivors incorporate the aberrant views of their abusers about the incestuous relationship. As a result, victims frequently associate the abuse with a distorted form of caring and affection that later negatively influences their choice of romantic relationships. This can often lead to entering a series of abusive relationships.
    According to Christine Courtois (Healing the Incest Wound: Adult Survivors in Therapy) and Richard Kluft (“Ramifications of incest” in Psychiatric Times), greater symptom severity for incest survivors is associated with:
    * Longer duration of abuse
    * Frequent abuse episodes
    * Penetration
    * High degree of force, coercion and intimidation
    * Transgenerational incest
    * A male perpetrator
    * Closeness of the relationship
    * Passive or willing participation
    * Having an erotic response
    * Self-blame and shame
    * Observed or reported incest that continues
    * Parental blame and negative judgment
    * Failed institutional responses: shaming, blaming, ineffectual effort
    * Early childhood onset

  • Early childhood onset
    Incest that begins at a young age and continues for protracted periods — the average length of incest abuse is four years — often results in avoidance-based coping skills (for example, avoidance of relationships and various dissociative phenomena). These trauma-forged coping skills form the foundation for present and future interpersonal interactions and often become first-line responses to all or most levels of distress-producing circumstances.
    More than any other type of child abuse, incest is associated with secrecy, betrayal, powerlessness, guilt, conflicted loyalty, fear of reprisal and self-blame/shame. It is of little surprise then that only 30 percent of incest cases are reported by survivors. The most reliable research suggests that 1 in 20 families with a female child have histories of father-daughter child sexual abuse, whereas 1 in 7 blended families with a female child have experienced stepfather-stepdaughter child sexual abuse (see the revised edition of The Secret Trauma: Incest in the Lives of Girls and Women by Diana E. H. Russell, published in 1999).
    In 1986, David Finkelhor, known for his work on child sexual abuse, indicated that among males who reported being sexually abused as children, 3 percent reported mother-son incest. However, most incest-related research has focused on father-daughter or stepfather-stepdaughter incest, which is the focus of this article.

  • Subsequent studies of incest survivors indicated that being eroticized early in life disrupted these individuals’ adult sexuality. In comparison with nonincest controls, survivors experienced sexual intercourse earlier, had more sex partners, were more likely to have casual sex with those outside of their primary relationships and were more likely to engage in sex for money. Thus, survivors of incest are at an increased risk for revictimization, often without a conscious realization that they are being abused. This issue often creates confusion for survivors because the line between involuntary and voluntary participation in sexual behavior is blurred.
    An article by Sandra Stroebel and colleagues, published in 2013 in Sexual Abuse: A Journal of Research and Treatment, indicates that risk factors for father-daughter incest include the following:
    * Exposure to parent verbal or physical violence
    * Families that accept father-daughter nudity
    * Families in which the mother never kisses or hugs her daughter (overt maternal affection was identified as a protective factor against father-daughter incest)
    * Families with an adult male other than the biological father in the home (i.e., a stepfather or substitute father figure)

  • Finally, some qualitative research notes that in limited cases, mothers with histories of being sexually abused as a child wittingly or unwittingly contribute to the causal chain of events leading to father-daughter incest. Furthermore, in cases in which a mother chooses the abuser over her daughter, the abandonment by the mother may have a greater negative impact on her daughter than did the abuse itself. This rejection not only reinforces the victim’s sense of worthlessness and shame but also suggests to her that she somehow “deserved” the abuse. As a result, revictimization often becomes the rule rather than the exception, a self-fulfilling prophecy that validates the victim’s sense of core unworthiness.

  • Beyond the physical and psychological harm caused by father-daughter incest, Courtois notes that the resulting family dynamics are characterized by:
    * Parent conflict
    * Contradicting messages
    * Triangulation (for example, parents aligned against the child or perpetrator parent-child alignment against the other parent)
    * Improper parent-child alliances within an atmosphere of denial and secrecy
    Furthermore, victims are less likely to receive support and protection due to family denial and loyalty than if the abuser were outside the family or a stranger. Together, these circumstances often create for survivors a distorted sense of self and distorted relationships with self and others. If the incest begins at an early age, survivors often develop an inherent sense of mistrust and danger that pervades and mediates their perceptions of relationships and the world as a whole.


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