I want to suck some dick so bad.

When I was 13 (pre internet) I thought supper models were so hot.

By 17 I had come down to reality and grew to appreciate pretty girls around my age with no need to be a supper model.

By 21 I had added older women to the mix.

At 35 I loved older and younger women.

Now, at a total surprise to me, dick is looking hot. I can't stop thinking about giving my first blow job. I just don't know how to get there. Any advice?