What the fuck is wrong with me?
So I got married to my beautiful wife 4 years ago. I dated her for about 3 years before. Never in my life have I ever thought about watching her with another person. About 4 months ago we went to a party where everyone was pretty drunk. I was drunk, wife was drunk, and this guy we know was drunk. I was sitting on the couch across from my wife when this guys came in and sat next to my wife. He leaned in and kissed my wife and started rubbing her tits under her shirt. She clearly liked it and was kissing him back. She was rubbing his cock through his jeans while I watched. He starting to unbutton my wife's pants when she stopped him. Nothing further happened and we went home. Now that I'm sober and thinking about you would think I should be pissed, but it's the opposite. I find my dick gets really hard when I think about it, and even find myself wishing they had gone further and fucked. I haven't told my wife that I want her to fuck him. Probably because I can't understand why I could possibly find this arousing. Why is my cock getting hard as fuck when I think about it?