Just shaved my pubes, gay fantasies growing stronger

Im a 29 year old man and my homosexual urges are getting so hard to contain. I juat shaved my crotch in she shower and my heart is beating out of my chest and my adrenaline is pumping. I've had these urges since I was a kid. When I was 18 I met a guy online who was going to lock my head and hands and feet in a dog mask and leather mitts and make me his pet for a weekend but I chickened out. Then when I was 19 I met another guy. I waited naked and kneeling on his front porch until he came home from work and blindfolded and handcuffed me and abused me in his cellar for hours and hours.

I havent had the courage to try again since and I lost a few years in prison and didn't go gay for the stay (though I did fantasize about being turned out by the guard). Now I'm fantasizing hard about an adult bookstore nearby and stripping my ass naked and choking myself on dick at a glory hole and maybe getting my bubble butt pounded. I'm naked and I can't stop thinking about it but I'm also afraid.

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  • I'm a married man in my late fifties, love my wife very much, and would never hurt her. We've been married for 34 years and I've never cheated on her with another women.
    However I'm bisexual, and she has never known or found out. I too keep myself totally shaved, cock, balls, ass, even my chest, belly and under arms.
    I vist the local adult book store that has gloryhole booths quite often, at least 2 to 3 times a week. I love sucking other guys cocks, drinking there cum down, and even getting my ass fucked. There have been days when I left this place that it actually felt like my belly was sloshing from all the cum that I'd swallowed.
    So you see there is nothing to be afraid of, you never see the face of the other guy, unless you want to, by asking to meet. So go for it, you won't regret it.

  • You’re going to bring a disease home to your wife if you haven’t already.

  • When I was a cute kid, smooth and fresh faced I had an older boy who was my boyfriend. Yes,, I was and still am gay, he was the first boy to help me realize it. I was slow to hit puberty, getting hair after I turned 14. I was upset about it and started shaving it off to keep my twelve year old look going.

  • I first started getting pubic hair at twelve, but, I was excited about it. Two months before my thirteenth birthday I had my first orgasm. When did you have your's ?

  • I started having dry orgasms when I was 12 and a wet ones at 13.

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