I’m a 62 year old male and, by now, I’m confident in my sexuality. I am not gay or even bi but my wife and I have regular sex with another couple and she gets really turned on watching me suck the other guy’s cock -especially if I’m fucking the guy’s wife at the same time. It took me a while to work up to that since it isn’t something that “does anything” for me (sucking cock). I just had to get over the “eww” factor of it.
But now she wants to step things up a bit. I told her that I do NOT want to have the guy’s cock in my ass and, although disappointed, she says she’s ok with that. But she really wants to share the guy’s cum with me. So, again, another “eww” factor to get over. I don’t even eat my own cum (except pre-cum - I eat the other’s guys pre cum too).
So not sure how to proceed here.