Obsessed with black cock [UPDATE]
This is an update to the confession I posted on this website a few days ago, and I wanted to get into more detail and ask your opinion on it. Thank you for reading!
I'm a 23 year old guy from Germany. I recently graduated from college and currently work from home and have a very comfortable life that allows me to have a lot of free time. I spend most of this time at the pool and gym. To me, keeping my body healthy and clean is always a priority. I've been dating my current girlfriend for almost 5 years and we're always honest with each other, but she doesn't know everything. She doesn't know that I've been having sex with 4 big, muscular black men in the past 4 months. It all started when I arranged a gangbang with the four of them 4 months ago. I was partial when it came to their size when I was looking for them, so none of their cocks are smaller than 9 inches, which puts my 5.5 inches to shame. They ended up using my body for 3 hours. They took turns brutally fucking my throat and forcing their massive cocks in my Virgin hole. I was their fuck toy for hours and it was the first time I truly experienced pleasure in my life. I ended up cumming 5 times despite not even laying a finger on my own dick. after hours of getting fucked, I got down on my knees and begged them to shower me in their cum and happily swallowed all four loads like the cum thirsty whore that I am. So for the past 4 months I've been their on demand sex toy, and it's honestly the most pleasure I've ever felt. My boyfriends have become quite friendly in this time, we even have a chat group where they talk about me like a Fleshlight and pass me around. I usually get fucked by one or two of them at least 4 times a week. Believe it or not, it has improved my sex life with my girlfriend drastically, which is why she hasn't suspected my recent absences. Do you think I should be honest with her and tell her? Because I don't want her to find out unexpectedly.
Thank you again for reading my confession and leaving a comment!