I'm not gay, my butthole is.
I'm a 30 year old man, married for the past 8 years. I have never had any homosexual desires, and have always loved women and pussy. About a year ago, my wife and I were both drunk and stoned, and were getting kind of kinky one night, and she wound up fucking my virgin ass with her dildo. Holy fuck it felt good. I had never came that hard as I did while she sucked me off while dilfucking my ass. Long story short, although I have no desire to be with men, the sensation of having my tight ass fucked has led me to seek out dozens of men to fuck the living shit out of my ass. I know it's wrong, and I find the thought of gay sex repulsive and disgusting, but I can't seem to make myself stop. I know if my wife finds out it will be the end of our marriage, but I really think my ass is gay and I can't control it.