I want to set my wife up for a gangbang
I want to take my wife to a hotel, get her wasted at the bar, then bring her back to our room with a bunch of random guys and watch them fuck her raw.
I don't want her passed out. I want her drunk enough so she can't say no and can't stop it, but not so drunk she doesn't know what's going on.
I want it to hurt. I want her to struggle. I want to watch her cry while a bunch of strange men use her as a fuck toy.
I feel ashamed of this. I've never thought like this before. I have loved her so deeply and sincerely and unconditionally for so long, and she has hurt me so horribly. She's betrayed me and used me and broken my heart. She says if I try to leave, she'll take everything.
So now I hate her as much as I love her, and I want to punish her.
I honestly don't think I could ever do it, but I fantasize about it more and more often.