The modest and the slut
I have two sides inside me.
In the first side i want to be a virgin , kind , modest girl with calm personality that hears opera and choral , classical music , with an innocent looking and mind , smile nicely , listening her parents , dressing with long black robes and have distance from men , going to church and pray and have good manners, says to people that sex before marriage is wrong and masturbation a sin, who never masturbate and never experience orgasm and to look like an innocent angel with modest language and all the parents would like to have a daughter like me .
In my second side i want to be innocent looking too but to be a slut deep down who doing sex with anyone ,white men , black men , young men , old men , anyone , masturbate with huge dildos all the time , dressing like nun and be in a monastery and waiting in a room to get fucked really hard by many men , just lying on bed and anyone who wanted could come and put their penis deep inside me , inside my vagina and butt at the same time for any times they want and have orgasms everyday , all men that i would had sex could ejaculate on my underwear so when i wear it i can feel their sperm in my vagina and butt , i would have sperm by many men on my underwear all the time , everywhere i go perhaps for shopping i would had their sperm on my underwear and feel it warm , and to had sperm inside my mouth inside my vagina and inside my butt , men would tied me and fuck me hard and spank me hard on the butt any times they want and i would do anything they say and call me whore and push me down and fuck me and push me and fuck me and push me and fuck me, i would scream that i need them and they would ignore me and only sees me like something that they can satisfy all their sexual , perverted needs , and i would watch men have sex each other and i would be tied begging them to fuck me and i masturbated and ejaculated while i watched them , and then come to me and sat on my face and put dildos and vibrators inside my vagina and butt, i want to have sex in any place you can think of , I would like to have illegal sex , for example to have sex with my best friend's boyfriend in one room while my best friend is in another room at the same house , or have sex with a married man and next is his wife sleeping , or touching a young boy under the covers while his parents are next to us and know nothing about the pleasure i give to their son , i fantasize that they come thieves in my house and rape me in my balcony in front of my neighbors and see how much i enjoy it , i fantasize i visit jail and there all the pervert men fuck my tight vagina and butt , i fantasize that I am in a bus with a lots of people and I touch and caress my butt on a stranger man's penis without even see his face and I could feel it inside his clothes and then he take of my pants and underwear and fuck me slowly without anyone else notice what we're doing , i love to caress my vagina and butt on my covers cause I can imagine that it's a kind penis that came to hug me , i fantasize that i'm in college and be the best student and all the boys with their girlfriends mock me and call me freak and ugly , and at night i would work like a sex worker with other look and the same boys would fuck me repeatedly without know who i am and tell me i am better than their girlfriends,
and i would like to be in a company perhaps of 9 men and afraid to touch me thinking i am too innocent and shy but at the same time in my mind they would deepthroating me and fuck me hard all together again and again.
and anywhere i went i would take part in threesomes and gangbangs.
Oh God I expressed the slut inside me
The side I show to people is the first one , the side of the modest innocent looking girl , it doesnt mean that this side is fake but i am so horny sometimes.