Sex With My Best Friend
About a week ago I had sex with my best friend and it has really fucked up everything. We've been very close friends since high school, she's been like a sister to me and my wife absolutely trusted me with her. I feel absolutely devastated. I have cheated on my wife and I feel like I have betrayed my friend's trust and taken advantage of her.
She broke up with her husband a few weeks ago and a mutual friend called me this night to tell me she was at a bar and a but under the weather and I should come and get her. I told my wife and she said to go get her. One moment I was helping her into her apartment and the next thing I knew we were in bed together. I don't even know how it happened.
We often joked about what it would be like if we ever had sex and she used to laugh and say that one day we should do it just to see what it would be like. Now that's not funny at all. The sex was fantastic too and that doesn't help.
I love her so much, I really do, but I am not and never have been IN LOVE with her. My wife knows something happened that night because I have been acting preoccupied and upset ever since but she thinks we had some kind of argument.
I think I have to tell my wife but my friend has begged me not to. She told me I would be fucking up my marriage for no reason. I just can't keep a secret like this from my wife. I think I may end up losing my best friend and my wife over a moment's madness. Life really sucks.