Fuck you all.
All the guys who have hurt me.
jordon at the gym, matt the dr and the ambulance young guy I liked didn't even want a hug or thankyou card. the young police officer who came to see me didn't even want my love. see this is because I am fat. if I was thin and pretty they would want me. If I was rich they would be all over me.
why? why did you do this to me? don't you see that I need a life?
I wanted one of you to hug me and just say "everything is going to be fine, that fat dude won't harm you ever again. I will protect you. I love you. I will not let your family or him abuse you. your worth being loved and wearing a wedding dress to me. I will help you get thin and help you have a baby"
but they don't care. why would they like a fat ugly old unworking unrich boring girl who has never grown up and seen the world for herself alone and been an acheiver like them in all ways like them. a woman must reflect all that her man is, driving, smarts, bank a/c , everything.
sorry I forgot those rules.