The second dick I ever touched
I wrote the lady boy in Bali confession. So after touching and sucking on that lady boy's dick. I went back to me heterosexual life, and was content as can be. But did look at dicks in porn a little more closely. Then a second opportunity [resented itself.
I was getting a massage in Thailand. The lady wasn't doing it hard enough with her hands, and I kept asking for harder. The guy who owned the place came through the curtain and showed the lady how I wanted the massage. He did it perfect. So I asked him if he could just do the massage. He said OK.
As he was massaging me everything seemed normal as ever. Then when he was doing my butt, he seemed to be giving a lot more attention there than usual. It felt good, and I didn't mind. I decided that he must be getting turned on by my butt, because he was doing more than necessary. He seemed to be enjoying it. It kind of made me happy that I was giving pleasure to someone, just by being available. I could see that he had a hard on through his pants.
I got brave and reached out and touched it over his pants. I thought that if I was misreading the situation, this could be bad. But he leaned into my hand. So it was OK. I don't remember how it all transpired, but eventually I had his dick in my hand and was stroking it. He kept doing the massage. When I rolled over, he started like most doing my chest and shoulders while standing at my head. He bent down and kissed me, which grossed me out. I jerked my head to the side and said no. But I still played with his dick. Eventually I was getting stoked too. And I sucked on him too. It was a lot of fun playing with a dick. But I definitely didn't want to be kissed at all. But I was willing to suck his dick.
I was horny the rest of the afternoon. My girlfriend and I fucked like crazy. The next day I got another massage from him, with the same results. This time he rimmed me. Really rimmed me. It was a first for me. Then he tried to climb on me and enter me, I pulled away and didn't let him. Right now I really think that dicks are amazing. But I don't find anything else about a guy interesting. Mostly repulsing. I just like their dicks. That was a couple of years ago. I'm still wishing that there was an easy way to play with a dick. I need to find a friend with benefits.