I've complicated my life for men/sex
I am in my 30's and single.
Guy 1 - married to my friend, but we've been having an affair for 3 years. I am very attracted to him, and would love to have him for myself. I know this can't and won't happen, but I am human and feelings have developed.
Guy 2 - He's married to a woman I know nothing about. I don't want him. I just like to have sex with him. He doesn't compare to the first guy, and I don't like how he kisses, but he has an absolutely beautiful cock.
Guy 3 - I've never had sex with this one, but I make all sorts of promises. He wants me badly. I shouldn't lead him on, but I also don't want to hurt/reject him.
Guy 4 - This one has had a thing for me for a very long time, but he's also married. We've never done anything together. He's in love with me though (or so he claims). He wants to leave his wife for me, and to have a baby with me (I don't want kids). He's very nice, and would probably treat me like a princess, but it's just not that simple.
Guy 5 - calls me up when he needs a booty call, and if I have some free time I do fuck him. I like sex, and he's pretty good at it. He's the least complicated of all the men in my life.
It's actually become overwhelming, and I can't have the one I actually want, and the others don't compare. When I kiss the first guy he just kisses me right, and tastes right. Am I the only one that gets herself into these messes?