Enjoyed being molested
When I was 7 or 8 my babysitter rubbed my pussy and had me rub hers. I knew it wasn't right but I loved it! A few years later I was 12-13, a friends dad rubbed my pussy and twisted my nipples. I pretended to still be asleep but moaned and spread my legs for him. He got scared and ran. After that I got my friend Shannon to rub me every chance I got, I rubbed her too, but she didn't really get into it as much as me.
So I am wondering why I still fantasize about it and have always wished it would have happened more? I have a strong marriage and sex life, but me yelling my husband about these two incidents will make us both cum quickly!